Wednesday, July 31, 2013

From Puzzle Pieces to Emerging Masterpiece

I sometimes feel like my life is the sum of a mixed-up box of puzzle pieces. Some pieces belong--and some do not. A masterpiece far from complete is taking more and more form over time. Some parts are beautiful and I really like. Other parts are a bit messy, incomprehensible, or confusing at the present time. Some parts, well... honestly... I still am not so happy about.

My journey with God is teaching me to let go of the assorted pieces, the box I try to contain them in, and my attempts to desperately shove jumbled shapes and sizes into a design I think is best.  I am learning how futile... and exhausting that is. It is instead more graceful and joyful to give it all to God so that it can be given back to me, piece-by-piece at the proper time, as it purposefully belongs in the final masterpiece. In the process of transformation, I strive to open clenched fists and release my hold on what doesn't belong or has been corrupted. Fighting to retain a wayward piece just delays the process of truly "becoming".  Trusting and being open to receive from a gracious and loving God allows growth and progress towards the restoration of my authentic self as I was originally designed to be. This is a process-- a journey to be lived out--as an active participant in life and faith. There is God's part--and there is my part.  Until I will do my part, I remain where I am. And if I try to push beyond what God is trying to teach me, I will find myself stressed and stepping out of God's peace.


Perhaps my analogy of jumbled puzzle pieces doesn't express a relatable analogy for you.  In that case substitute your own image of emerging masterpiece. Perhaps tubes of paints with labels missing while painting on a canvas that may be oddly skewed or marred. Perhaps a quilting frame with mismatched pieces of fabric and tangled thread. Maybe a script written on various scraps of paper but in a jumbled array of thoughts and order. Or perhaps a building with blueprints missing and construction materials arriving without identifying paperwork.

Being part of God's masterpiece [creation, accomplishment, handiwork or workmanship] is an amazing thing! There is a tendency to forget that or perhaps discount it if we feel abnormal, broken or lost. The truth is that we need to remember that we each are a work of divine creation--we have been created by The Creator and are created again brand new again again As we fall and rise. And an interesting thing to pay attention to is "we"= plural. It means the grand masterpiece that God envisioned for this world is not just the sum of any one of us individually, but each of us living this out together. WE are each a part of God's grand masterpiece created to do good things that reflect our Creator.

"For we are God’s masterpiece. 
He has created us anew in Christ Jesus, so we can do the good things he planned for us long ago."  
Ephesians 2:10 in the New Living Translation (NLT) of the Bible

"God planned for us to do good things and to live as he has always wanted us to live. 
That’s why he sent Christ to make us what we are."
Ephesians 2:10 in the Contemporary English Version (CEV) of the Bible

http://www.biblegateway.com

3 comments:

  1. I love your analogy. Of course, you are correct; each of us has our own analogy of how God is leading us in this incredible journey. At the end of each day it is a wonderful reminder that our paths are being lovingly guided by our sovereign Lord, who not only keeps us in the palm of His hand, but really does have our best interests at heart!

    ReplyDelete
    Replies
    1. It is such an incredible foundation to return to over and over when we need guidance along the pathway- the Lord loves us and guides us along while always remaining WITH us--no matter what. My puzzle pieces have felt a little like they have gotten thrown in the air. Today I am a bit numb as there has been a twist in my hope for chaplaincy development this week. At present, my ability to train and eventually gain CPE experience has come to an end. Perhaps this will just be another big pause. Perhaps it will be a start of something brand new. No matter what happens, I am thankful for the experience gained and the perspective it has brought to my own care and development. Today, I am trying to draw near to God --to just be and rest in God's presence.

      Delete
  2. Ellysia,

    With God there are no "ends," only perceived obstacles which allow Him to demonstrate His power in and through us. This is where you need to continue to trust and follow. As a good friend of mine reminds me often, God hasn't brought us this far to "dump us on our heads!" If God is not sovereign over CPE requirements, we've got bigger problems! :-)

    ReplyDelete